9/10 jul - been busy with project and stress with it...everything rush for project...i am exhausted...thank team mates for helping me, im sry that i cant help much due to my poor english...
haiz...had a quarrel with sk today...hmm can say arguement but whatever...im getting little faith day by day...i dont know whether i shld trust guy again...i am scare yet somehow in mid of nite, i miss sk alotz...how wish he is by my side now...how wish he is there for me right now?? i feel so fragile... i feel so weak... i so hate myself right now~ i am wonder why no matter how hard i ever tried, things will always remain the same?? maybe i tried too hard >.< and mke myself so tired...
all i ever wishes is u stand by me, love me, protect me and hold my hand till the end~ will...this...happen...to...me??
other people who dont know me, got misunderstand me, nvm~ but i hope u can understand me, and stand by me...
Dear Heavently Father, Lord Jesus Christ and Holy Spirit, thank you for everything u done for me...god, i cried for u, please bless my relationship with sk... please send angel to protect our r/s, avoid being people sabotages~ i hope no 3rd party come between us...god i love you... pls send angel to ah joe so that he is well protected by you...god, i have faith in you...i will cont to have faith and pray...i want u to be my side
god, pls also pray for 2, knowing she having tough time...hope she is well...pls pray for 1 as well so that she can see the A true faces soon...i dun want her get cheated...
Lord i pray in your wonderful name : Heavently Father, Lord Jesus Christ and Holy Spirit : amen~!
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